Welcome to the Butterfly Zone

You are about to enter the world of the Butterfly. This page is intended for adults only as the content will range from “sort of mundane” to “very mature.” I would suggest that if you are not 18 years of age or older, or if you are easily offended by mature content, extremely sensitive topics, and heavily sexual references, descriptions, and discussions that you please choose to browse some of the other blogs available that may be more suitable to your tastes.

These are works of creativity. As such, you may see words, concepts, scenes, actions, behaviors, pictures, implements, and people that may or may not be socially acceptable and/or offensive. If you are sensitive to adverse and alternative subject matter of any kind, please do not proceed, because I guarantee you’ll find it here. You have been warned. Read at your own risk.

My work started on Fanfiction at https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9008461/1/Paging-Dr-Steele. However, I have made significant changes to the story since I moved from Fanfiction to here. In the correct order, the stories are Paging Dr. Steele, Mending Dr. Steele, Becoming Dr. Grey, Season Four—Raising Grey, Season Five—Grey Continued, and Season Six—More Grey Matters. The last one is still in progress. I recommend using the menu on the left to navigate the stories as the “previous” and “next” buttons may be a little mixed up—I’m working on them.

Please note that although there is a disclaimer to the use of the characters’ names as well as any songs and pictures that may not be my own, the work itself as it strays from the original story is digitally copyrighted before I even post it. Therefore, if you feel driven to post my work on other sites without my permission or giving credit where credit is due, just as I give credit to each author, artist, or actor in each chapter if I use something of their work—I hope you have a really good lawyer.

Otherwise, I welcome you to “The Butterfly Zone.”

251 thoughts on “Welcome to the Butterfly Zone

  1. Cant wait to read mending dr steele. Just finished the 1st book and fell in love.

  2. Debbie says:

    Have now read all of your Steele/Grey books and absolutely loved them! I check my email every day waiting for news of any updates. Keep putting that ‘pen to paper’. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

  3. Terry says:

    Love your stories

      • Kelly C. Washumick says:

        Just wanted to say hello and I enjoy the stories.just read that you rewrote your stories? What does that mean that the stories had change? I just started to read your stories last year

      • Hello to you, Kelly. 🙂

        Yeah, I’ve been doing some editing, so some of the key points changed. I don’t think they changed since last year, but you may see some things that are different later in the story, like Ana started out in Fanfiction as a psychologist. By the time we get to season/book four, I changed her to a psychiatrist. I went back (still going back) and changed every instance of “psychologist” in the first book to “psychiatrist.”

        It’s only changes like that. There are no entire storylines that changed except (***SPOILER ALERT***) that I mentioned that Carrick’s father had died on the Fanfiction site, but over here, I deleted that mention and later gave him his own storyline.

  4. nicole says:

    I found you on Fan Fiction and then your story was so good found you here _ and then I stalked you onto FB !!
    I have loved reading all your stories, and waiting on the edge of my seat each week now for the latest morsel. I am so excited about your re write 🙂
    I am wanting to go back and re- read but I want to know if you have edited it and have changes yet that will be like finding easter eggs in an already great story? or should I wait and you will let your adoring fans know when your edits are done and we can re read it then 🙂
    I Love your work and am excited about the day you publish !!!!

    • Hi Nicole, and Welcome to the Jungle! 🙂 yes, I am editing Paging Dr. Steele as we go along and as I have time because my schedule is so busy. So yes, there have been quite a few changes in Paging Dr. Steele, and they’re not done yet. I wish I could say what all has been changed. I will tell you that in the original Paging Dr. Steele, Carrick’s father had already previously passed away. I brought him back to life for reasons that you will find out in the subsequent books. So you may want to reread. I haven’t done it yet, but I will be changing Ana’s profession from psychologist to psychiatrist. There are some other changes that are going to happen, like name changes of a couple of the supporting characters. I’m not all the way through Paging Dr. Steele just yet. I’m going through as I have time. But yes, there are some changes being made. I now know why books have first, second, third, and fourth Editions… Because they’re constantly being edited, LOL.

      • nicole says:

        I look forward to re reading with the new surprises 🙂 Since reading your books in Feb this year I have read a number of fan fic and amazon books but you would have to be my FaV – even though the original ws amazing in its own right this re read will be another amazing experience – So THANK YOU!!! so glad you find time to update, write new books to be published and edit this original 🙂 we your readers are so spoilt.

      • Oh, stop… You’re making me blush… 😍😘❤💚💜💙

  5. Kirithy says:

    Hi there!
    I’m reading your story for a while now and I finally made it to the last chapter you posted. Now I’m sad that I have to wait for the replies. Seriously, I love your work!!! You have made my days so much more fun. I’m brazilian so you are also making my English skills better lol 😂😂 Anyways, thanks for the journey so far. How can I join the mailling list now? Love, Carol

    • Well, thank you, Carol. Just click the “contact me” link in the menu and send me an email telling me that you want to be on the mailing list and I’ll make sure that you’re on it. 😉 ❤

  6. Christian618 says:

    Hi Bronze Goddess

    Did you post this week’s chapter and I missed it for some reason? Last week I did not receive Tara’s notification by 10pm at night. So I’m just wondering if I missed yours this week it’s all.

  7. Ella says:

    Hey, just wondering if you have a rough timeline on when Raising Grey will be posted? Loving your stories so far.

  8. Nermin says:

    Can’t wait for an update.

  9. Nicola says:

    I am from New Zealand and first found your story Paging Dr Steele through fanfiction…. I started reading your story earlier this year and when I found your website I couldn’t stop and have only just had a chance to follow you…. Love your stories and can’t wait for more… I found you at a very low point in my life and you have helped me tremendously…. Thank you for giving me something to keep me grounded…

  10. Amanda Potter says:


  11. Hope all is well with you and your family. I am just rereading some of my favorites stories; until you get a chance to update Raising Grey. I am hooked on your writing. My drug of choice. Lol😆

  12. Michelle says:

    I found your story “Paging Dr Steele on Fanfiction and was hoping you wrote more stories so I went searching and noticed you did and moved here! I’m so happy you are still writing or at least wrote more than one story! I love reading what you write and look forward to reading more!

  13. Valarie J Mathis says:

    Love this story.

  14. Rachel says:

    I just came across this website.. I have read all the books on fan fiction and needed something new to read… What do you suggest to start on x

    • The stories are in order. Paging Dr. Steele is book 1. I’m in the process of rewriting it and I’ve made some changes from the Fanfiction version, so you may want th reread it. Mending Dr. Steele is book 2. Becoming Dr. Grey is book 3. Raising Grey is book 4 and still in progress. Fifty Shades Golden is a TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY ALTOGETHER and is also still in progress and moving slowly. Read at your own risk. I haven’t decided how that one will end yet. Journey of Miles is a glimpse of the backstory of what this tale MIGHT look like as an original work. “More Work From The Goddess” are one-shots and lemons that either didn’t make it to the stories or are part of the original work that I’m looking to publish this year. The other menu items are other useless goodies and glimpses into my crazy mind. 😉

  15. Suekibler says:

    E mail addresss

  16. Charina says:

    You evil woman! Now I have to wait a week to find out what happened to Ana? I hope she goes there to set shit straight.

  17. Theresa says:

    I asked people what their favorite FF was and they recommended this!!! Can’t wait to read!

  18. Krooela says:

    Just found your website. Looking g forward to reading your stories

  19. Linda Dockery says:

    Oh my goodness I just found your stories 0n FanFiction about Dr. Steele and absolutely loved them. I have finished Paging Dr. Steele oh my gosh what a story the rollercoaster rides the nail biting, the ups and downs, love, hate, sadness, hurt all the emotions the pain.
    My God the pain and agony that Ana had to go through she is so strong to over come that shit
    The pedo bitch has lost her marbles as always she just doesn’t get it that CG doesn’t want her and shes going down
    I’m on chapter 19 Mending Dr. Steele
    The pedo bitch up to her old tricks thinking that Ana would fall for the crap Elena told her about the kiss get real bitch
    They still have a lot to work through and overcome but together they will survive
    Thank you for sharing your stories and imagination with us
    How many more chapters are there of Mending Dr. Steele only 20 on FanFiction

  20. travelbabex14 says:


    I’m enjoying your work but this website is making me crazy the way it flips from book to book. One second I’m reading one story and the next minute something completely different. I’m sure you’ve contacted their developers but do you think they’ll ever resolve the problem? Thanks for the interesting stories!

    • I have tried many things to line the stories up from one chapter to the next to the next and it still seems to jump around. The chapters go in the order that I post them, so if I post a chapter of Golden and a chapter or Raising, it flip flops between the two. I’m still trying to see if that can be fixed, but so far, no luck. 😥

    • That’s why I just recommend using the menus even though it may be a bit inconvenient.

  21. Carol Forbes says:

    This story is fekin awesome, can’t wait for more chapters BG xx thanks xx

  22. Elma says:

    Thank you so much for the updates. I have waited for this day. Surprised

  23. JENINE O’BRIEN says:

    Hi just finished all four books I was wondering if you had anymore chapters for season 5 I love the story and how you portray the characters

  24. Kelly Washumick says:

    Im trying to find chapter one?

    • On the left hand side, go to the menu and hover the mouse over your choice of story (Paging Dr. Steele, Mending Dr. Steele, etc). Another menu will pop up that shows sections (chapters 1 – 20, chapters 21 – 40, etc). Hover over the section you’re looking for and each chapter will be listed. Then you can choose your chapter.

  25. Sunny81 says:

    Hello, i am from Germany and i love, love, love your Storys!!!!

  26. Makaela black says:

    Are you planning on publishing these into books?

    • Not yet, because I learned that if I publish, I have to pull my stories and I’m not ready to put my characters to sleep yet. My work is copyrighted, but no plans to publish yet. I probably will publish in the future, I am definitely working on an original work that I plan on publishing, but not my Christian and Ana stories just yet. I might publish Golden… I haven’t decided yet.

  27. Susan says:

    I just went back to see how long I have been following this journey… 05/16/2013 on Fanfiction… I have loved every second of every story including all the one shots as well as Golden. I must say that this story has held me on baited breath at every turn. I can not wait until the next season begins. Thank you for all the little and big moments in your story lines. Merry Christmas to you and your family. I hope you have a very good New year!!! See you next season!

    • You’re what I call one of my “day ones” because you’ve been here almost since day one. Thank you for sticking with me for so long. I really appreciate it — and a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you, too. ❤

  28. Reading4Reading says:

    Just found Fanficition last year. Came across your writing by using another writer favorite fifty shades author. You really good and I love how you stick to your own story line. I am reading Mending Dr Steele. I love the fact that I’m late finding this site because I don’t have to wait on updates but your writing is to a point where I have to make myself put down the tablet.

  29. self1977 says:

    I agree where someone mention I will not be the same if Christian and Ana do not end up HEA, but you never let us down in the past. So hopefully Christian and Ana can get through this terrible tragedy together. Thank you for all your hard wonderful work on this story in spite of all the sadness and struggle that you are going through in your personal and you still are there for us. May God Bless you!!!!!

  30. Christina Romine says:

    I really need to know where you moved to. My email is bnromine33110@gmail.com.

    • You’ve found me, darling. This is it. The stories are on the left hand side in the menu. I’ll add you to my mailing list and send you an email to help you navigate the site. Welcome to the jungle!!! ❤

  31. Ellen Purpus says:

    Still loving the stories! Looking forward to see how it plays out with Christian’s murder charge. Be well and thanks for the great writing. Ellen

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